At the end of last year, I decided to make an experiment for myself. I established a portfolio at Merrill Lynch with which I intended to break with my normal style and (1) only have a handful of positions at a time (2) trade strictly ETFs. The portfolio has still had the bearish bias that pulses through my veins, although with gold and oil ETFs, it isn’t quite at the mercy of Yellen to the degree that my normal portfolio is.

I started my experiment with a $195,000 account,  I started off very cautiously, making a couple hundred dollars here, a couple hundred dollars there. As 2017 moved forward, I was able to relatively steadily get the account up to around a 10% gain, something close to $215,000.

I have, for the past couple of months, been bouncing between $210,000 and $220,000. Indeed, I’ve made and lost the same $10,000 more often than I’d like to think. I’ve been completely stuck in a rut, unable to capture any kind of meaningful trend. It’s been exasperating and frustrating, although I’m still pleased to be safely in the green with my little experiment. (At the moment, I have just two positions – JDST and ERY).

Part of my experiment was to preserve every single position I dumped to see, just for the hell of it, what would happen if I had infinite buying power and simply held on to every position. I’m relieved to say the results of such a thing would have been pretty bad, as you can see below (click it to see the larger, readable image). It shows a commitment of about $1.5 million with a loss of about $54,000.

Now, I realize the obvious here, which is that leveraged instruments tend to degrade. Duh. C’mon, I’m dumb, but I’m not that dumb. All the same, I think it’s kind of fun playing these “what if?” games, and I guess I feel a little better knowing that my willingness to slip in and out of positions has served me better than just hanging on steadfastly.